Friends

            Friends can’t live with them but you can’t live without them it seems. As I sit here writing this blog I’m in party chat with some friends just listening to what they say. One second they’re calling and my favorite NASCAR driver fags, the next they’re acting like they didn’t say that and that we’re best friends. Not only do I wonder if this how other people’s friendships work I wonder how I’m supposed to easily forget these things.

            First of all after that forgive me for posting something not as funny as you have come to expect. As this is the last mandatory post and I have lost most or all ambition. Even as I write this I’m in an argument and maybe it’s because where both bull headed or what we just keep clashing. This also confuses me because I remember during my slicey times they would console me and make me feel better. But the next day I’d goof up and they would make me feel worse than before then ask me to go do something because we’re friends. I tell myself that this is just human nature and we all have our faults. But if make a joke about them in retaliation I’m the villain. In some cases I deal with it because it’s easier to burn a bridge than to build one.

            Hypocrisy like this confuses me because people say they hold friendship in such high regard yet they usually never do as they say. Now I’m not saying that joking around and name calling is bad, just when it’s repeated and said with meaning that makes me want punch things. I consider myself an alright Christian I go to church every Sunday and try to follow the basic teachings. Like turn the other cheek which I find myself doing quite often. But the bible doesn’t say just keep turning the other cheek everyone gets one free one.

            Friends can’t live with them but you can’t live without them it seems. As I sit here writing this blog I’m in party chat with some friends just listening to what they say. One second they’re calling and my favorite NASCAR driver fags, the next they’re acting like they didn’t say that and that we’re best friends. Not only do I wonder if this how other people’s friendships work I wonder how I’m supposed to easily forget these things.

            First of all after that forgive me for posting something not as funny as you have come to expect. As this is the last mandatory post and I have lost most or all ambition. Even as I write this I’m in an argument and maybe it’s because where both bull headed or what we just keep clashing. This also confuses me because I remember during my slicey times they would console me and make me feel better. But the next day I’d goof up and they would make me feel worse than before then ask me to go do something because we’re friends. I tell myself that this is just human nature and we all have our faults. But if make a joke about them in retaliation I’m the villain. In some cases I deal with it because it’s easier to burn a bridge than to build one.

            Hypocrisy like this confuses me because people say they hold friendship in such high regard yet they usually never do as they say. Now I’m not saying that joking around and name calling is bad, just when it’s repeated and said with meaning that makes me want punch things. I consider myself an alright Christian I go to church every Sunday and try to follow the basic teachings. Like turn the other cheek which I find myself doing quite often. But the bible doesn’t say just keep turning the other cheek everyone gets one free one.